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Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
6:46 pm
New LJ NAME IS: XcuntcoreX
addddd me~!

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Wednesday, September 19th, 2001
3:29 pm
HmmMMmmm.
im bored.
how about you?
yea. cool shit.
um,
im so bad at witting in this now. haha
argerfargeggers.
muah.
xo.

current mood: bitchy

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Thursday, September 13th, 2001
9:28 pm - fuck you.
word.
bme sucks.
im sick of it always getting shut down.
so,
me and lethargik decided to start usin this again.
cause we rock.
so um yea.

current mood: annoyed

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Thursday, June 28th, 2001
6:13 pm
la la la.
hi everyone! :)

current mood: dorky

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Sunday, June 10th, 2001
10:32 pm - piercing
i pierced my lip today.. woo.. heres some pics.


heres a pic of my new star scar too.

bye bye.
xoxox

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Sunday, May 27th, 2001
7:28 pm
hmm haven't written here in a while eh?..... today was fun.. past few months sucked.. days, nights... sigh. i don't know. hope everyone is well. just sayin hi.. goodbye..
xoxoxox

current mood: confused

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Tuesday, May 1st, 2001
8:11 pm
*sad*
i have white spots in the back of my throat.. and ive felt sick from it all day.. the whole left side of my face/throat/body hurts too.. that's where all the spots are in my mouth too.. :(
im gonna go to the Doctors tomorrow i guess.. i hope its not strep throat.. everyone at school seemed to have it lately.. grr..
anyways,
ive been really not "involved" lately.. not very happy.. just very blah i guess you could say.. *sigh* i dunno.. sorry if ive been stupid...

current mood: sore

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Saturday, April 28th, 2001
10:13 am
Woooo!
Scott is callin me at like 12ish.. he may come visit! awesome huh? lol im excited!
he wants to walk through the quabbin. its really pretty there.. i hope its not muddy and stuff.. ick. lol
i just took a shower! my hair smells nice.. *sniff sniff* hehe
i dont know what else to say..

current mood: happy

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Friday, April 27th, 2001
6:19 am
woah, i havent wrote in this in a while huh? well, ive been sleeping a lot lately.. i dont know why, but yea, ummmm im really tired right now lol, i need to get ready for school, but im not moving much...
I havent been talkin to anyone a lot lately... so i wanna say hiiii to Andreaaa andMandaaaa and Ninaa and Juleea and whoever else reads this.. lol
i got my prom dress yesterday, it fits good. looks nice :) even my hair matches! hehe
I met this kid named Scott, hes sucha nice guy.. fun to talk to, and hes a cutie pie! hehe i dig him. rawr
Well i think this is a good enough update.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, April 17th, 2001
9:33 pm
John and al-d hehe (he rocks) came down to visit today, it was good seein'em, i haven't seen either of'em for a while. Anyways, we went to eat at burger king, and we went shopping at a dollar store.. and we went and played at the park, and we just drove around. over all a good day till we had to go pick up Sheena and stupid fuckin bitch Andrea.. (not the one i talk about all the time in here a different one) Anyways, yea, sheena throw my coat at me in MY car.. ha i thought it was fuckin bitchy and immature, but yea, im not going to put myself to a low level because of her stupid shit.
I tried talkin to Nina about some stuff, but she totally took what i said the wrong way, but that's one of her problems i think, always making positive things negative, her being mad at me isn't going to bother me, because i wasn't trying to do anything but be positive, but whatever.
im not in the greatest mood, and im quite sad. Lovely Andrea couldn't come out today and go to the movies with me, it was snowing out in east mass i guess. :-/ i was and still am sad. oh well, i cant do anything about it now.
im through complaining.
-bye

current mood: sad

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Monday, April 16th, 2001
7:56 am - wee!
Yesterday was okay, i went to my moms boyfriends sisters house, boy i haven't seen all them in a long long time. it was nice. i had mash potatoes hehe
Today i don't really have much planned, just super duper excited about tomorrow! awesome! i get to see my 2 favorite people (right now).. John and Andrea! yay,
I had a nice talk with John last night on the phone, we got some things straightened out which was long needed, now we know what the others feeling and its good. yesssssssss sireee! :)
My room is sooooo farkkin hot. gah! its like 100 i swear...
aww Andrea has to work today.. :( i wont get to talk to her till like 4is! ahh!
I guess my days going to be all Talk-Show Related lol, maybe i can get my grandparents to go out to breakfast or sum thing, full up muh tummy! haha
This is a funny site if you ever get bored fatchicksinpartyhats.com
Ok, i love you all.
hehehheheheheheheheheh peace!

current mood: chipper

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Sunday, April 15th, 2001
11:49 pm
i hate people.

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Saturday, April 14th, 2001
7:44 pm
i got some new pants today, tan ones. yay, and a new nose thingy lol its like a stone/ fake diamond thing! its nice! lol

weeee!

current mood: giddy

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Friday, April 13th, 2001
11:45 pm
awwww!! i love ANDREA! she is soooo cute! hehe we talked on the phone like for hours.. we are very similar.. hrm, im still pissed off at John, gah im going insane i think


dot dot fucking dot.


Life sucks.


I got some weird e-mail from like a hebrew fella..? eh i don't get what he was sayin though... *shrugs*


i ran over the taco bell dog... da da da. what a weird song that is. lol

k im done.

current mood: devious

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6:56 pm
fuck everyone man,
my god, why do i get invited somewhere, by people who say im their friend, then always get left by myself? if you're gonna fuckin run off, don't ask me to come.
i got stranded again, like 20 mins ago, dying because of my social anxiety at a fuckin carnival, had to call my mom for a ride home. fuck people, god damn. im not going anywhere w/ these people again,

current mood: pissed off

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11:22 am
la la la.

current mood: grumpy

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Thursday, April 12th, 2001
1:20 pm
im like losing all of my friends...

current mood: numb

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11:52 am
i got all dressed this morning, cute as ever! haha, not really, i was in a pink
mood though, so i wore pink, anyways, i came home early today, i cut my
hand in Auto Repair and i just felt like shit, so i was like.. hrm yea lets leave.
so i did. fun, now i sit here bored as helllll! ... im browsin MOC, i haven't
looked there in a while, everyone messages me from there but i never look
for anyone.. lol so now i am. hrm.. la la la, i deleted my BME page
yesterday, got a new AIM name, im so sick of people shit, im startin new!!
lol makin new friends, real life friends too, i need people who actually care

not just care some of the time and always leavin me out and feelin shitty,

anyways, talk to me? xoxoxo

current mood: dorky

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Tuesday, April 10th, 2001
7:36 pm
Motivation is the key.
today we had a motivational speaker come to our school, his names Joseph Jennings. This man came to talk to my 8th grade class back in the day and he came back this year.. 4 years later.. this man has been through everything, gangs, murders, rapes, the guy has been there and done that.. he has been all clean and what not for 16 years now, and he talks to children all over to make them understand how to deal w/ Broken homes, and violence and abuse like he went through his whole life.. this man is amazing, really opens your eyes, I can still remember when he talked to me 4 years ago, now that's making an impact on kids lives... yes, I do live in a small town, things do stick when they happened but his stories about other kids, and how real the sick and stupid shit that goes on around us on the news and tv really is happening to all of us in my town.. it makes me think..
When he talked years ago, I didn't really have many family problems or issues.. petty ones maybe, but since ive been getting older ive been getting slapped left and right with things.
He told us about his friend who called him on the phone at a phone booth and told him how he was going to kill himself.. because a girl broke up w/ him.. his friend shot himself in that phone booth.. all I could think about was Mike, Mike shot himself weeks ago... and I was in total blackness when he was talking about this.. I felt a tear run down my eye when he said don't let the disease of suicide come over you, its a permanent way to get out of a temporary problem, and I looked up and just said to myself, he is talking to me.. then he talks about how kids these days have no fathers in their lives, and how we need'em to hug us and say we are special.. I don't have that, he never had that.. this man picked me outta hundreds of kids, and gave me a big choc. bunny because he liked my hair.. hehe things like that brighten up a girls day, he gave out a lotta things.. he gave my friend $40 to get a new backpack because kids at her other school wrote all over it.. now all I hafta say is these are the type of people who WILL make a difference in this world. no fuckin doubt in my mind that he wont, and he already has.
He brought along a girl who sang a song.. it hit me hard.. I felt that same tear roll down my cheek again..
I'm not perfect and noone is perfect and I don't plan on being perfect but ill be damned if im gonna fuckin go and change myself for fucks like you (and you know who) because you don't like me, or don't care about how I feel. I am special, and now I know this, and you wont change my mind. ever.

current mood: thankful

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Monday, April 9th, 2001
7:28 pm
today today...
I haven't done much, came home from school. sat around.. went out to eat with my mom.. sat sum more.. tried to take some new pictures, but failed. hrm...
I think I know why my ex boyfriend didn't care when we broke up, I found out hes had a girlfriend for the past month and like, we broke up like a month ago, sweeeeeeeeet, maybe he was cheatin'. bastard. oh well. hes stupid anyways.
I'm thinkin about bleachin my hair really really really blonde. I dunno if it'll work though, cause my hair is like black right now..... I might try it when I get some money.
No one is online right now, like Johns not on, Nina is gone, Manda isn't here, Gregs in the shower, Ian isn't on much anyways, lol but still!! gahhh im bored! and I have a massive migraine! *massages head*
Oh I love how my "supposed" bestfriend doesn't talk to me anymore... its cause she has a new boyfriend. Why do we do that? Why do we ditch our good friends for guys? gahh I try not to do it, but I always get the shit end of the stick when my friends have boyfriends. blah. boys suck.
All my diary entrys are so lame.. ill get better. lol

current mood: annoyed

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